Author: Janie Braverman

  • Leah Stavenhagen

    Leah Stavenhagen

    1993-2026 (an off-cycle post)

    Leah Stavenhagen—dancer, traveler, author, advocate—died February 19, 2026.

    She was 33.



    Amyotrophic lateral sclerosis, also known as ALS or Lou Gehrig’s Disease, is a rare, terminal neurodegenerative disease.

    Progressive motor neuron loss causes gradual muscle stiffness, twitches, weakness, and wasting, continuing until the ability to eat, speak, move, breathe without mechanical support is lost.

    While ALS occurs more commonly in men and older people—and is stereotyped as an older white man’s disease—it does not discriminate on the basis of age, gender or race. There is no definitive diagnostic test, most often no known cause, and no known cure.

    The treatment goal for ALS is to slow disease progression and improve symptoms.



    In 2019, nearly a year after the appearance of her symptoms, Stavenhagen was diagnosed with ALS.

    In 2021, she started Her ALS Story (HAS)to raise awareness of ALS among young women and to build a community.

    In November 2025, an article about young women with ALS appeared in The New York Times.

    In February 2026, it was Stavenhagen’s obituary that appeared.

    The ALS Association posted here in response to her death. Her friends and colleagues at HAS call her a blessing and an inspiration—and a straight-up badass.



    Stavenhagen wrote a memoir, I Want to Dance Again, in French.

    If you don’t read French, but you’re ready to learn more about disability and the disability community, take a walk through an accessible art museum by reading Rob Macaisa Colgate’s book of poems, Hardly Creatures.

    Whether you read French or not, read Fierce and Delicate, Essays on Dance and Illness, by Renée K. Nicholson.

    To learn more about ALS, go to the ALS Association.

  • Erasure is always stalking us, you know?

    Erasure is always stalking us, you know?

    ~~Anthony Doerr, Cloud Cuckoo Land




    The poem that wrote itself:



    Source: Anthony DoerrCloud Cuckoo Land



  • the comb from her hair

    the comb from her hair

    an origin story




    Source material: “How the Moon and the Stars Came to Be”, as told by the Bukidnon people, in Mabel Cook Cole’s Philippine Folk Tales (1916).



  • history will blame us

    history will blame us

    a four pass alchemy




    The poem:



    The source material is Organs and Gold, a poem by Deborah K. Kelly, who first called the work I do here “alchemy” rather than “erasure.” In her post of “Organs and Gold,” Deborah noted that her poem, from 2022 applies now, right now.



  • Nusquam Ire

    Nusquam Ire

    An off-cycle post during a Stage 1 drought

    On March 25, 2026, The Denver Board of Water Commissioners declared a Stage 1 drought due to record-low snowpack and below-average levels in reservoirs. Mandatory outdoor watering restrictions of two days per week (on assigned days) were imposed through October 1, 2026. Water use reduction of at least 20% has been requested.

    What might come next: Stage 2 drought = increased mandatory water use restrictions, including prohibitions on outdoor watering. Stage 3 = water rationing.



    Drought may be top of mind right now, but it is only one of many threats.

    “Nusquam Ire” was first published by X. P. Callahan on Diary Poems, January 24, 2025.

    Things have not gotten better.



    The poem:



    Source text: “Quarter of freshwater animals are threatened with extinction” (Associated Press, January 20, 2025)



    How the poem rose to the surface of the source text:



  • do not yield

    do not yield

    for MN




  • how to witness

    how to witness



    For my dear friend Jenny-Lynn Ellis, who writes gorgeous prose and the occasional poem (including the source material for “how to witness”), but who does not speak Icelandic.



  • spring comes cedar

    spring comes cedar

    an old school erasure




    Source for this three pass erasure (four, but only if one counts the title): “[It’s that time of spring]” from frank: sonnets, by Diane Seuss.



  • So it was

    So it was

    old style, three pass erasure with shadow mountains




    Source: John Mastin, from Through the Sun in an Airship (1909)